Let it be.
I'm back after a few months :D never dumbed my blog for so long and this is my first time. Because I was writing diary and I've got too much secrets(not really secrets, just some feelings that couldnt be express in words), I dont know who will be reading my blog. ._. But I dont mind showing you my diary in private if you are interested XD
okay first of all, CONGRATS TO ME AND ALL FORM 3 STUDENTS because we have officially ended our exams! :D I was doing fine in all my papers other than li shi. It's like I dont know if I can get at least B for my li shi == what I thought it would be coming out and I tried memorising hard never came out. okay I'm really weak in predicting ><
So on the last day we ended exams, I went mv alone to celebrate. LOL. dont feel like going with anyone mah. First, I went to change my clothes. LOL. I was planning to change it after I bought movie ticket but I was really 'wanting to pee'. LOLOL. My very first plan was to watch 犀利人妻but then the day before I went mv, I watched the trailer of Sinister and damn, I kind of challenged myself to watch it alone, so I did it. not really alone because the hall was full-filled with strangers lol. OH YEA, before the movie time, I went for my lunch, alone again. I was planning to have popcorn in cinema instead of having lunch but I was dang free before the movie plus I was hungry. everything was so expensive. ): my friend suggested me to go Mc Donalds but no way, too fat. I mean I'm going to eat popcorn and before that you want me to eat burgers and fries? I passed by Plan B and decided to have my lunch there. was hoping to eat spaghetti or something like that but still it's expensive. and lastly I ate bread with scrambled egg(considered as the cheapest liao) and drank mocha. STILL MY LUNCH COSTED ME ALMOST 20 BUCKS. == People at there kind of 看不起kids. I dont know lah, just they made me felt so as they looked at me like I was an alien or what. and that reminded me of there were actually come 大人 who think 小孩子are really 小孩子. I mean they think that 小孩子 must be always accompanied or follow or something like this. (I'm not mentioning that I'm a kid okay, I dont want to be a kid anyway)
I feel so lifeless now, exams ended, no point studying at now, wanted to watch drama but dont know what to watch, wanted to read books dont know what to read. LOL.
But lastly, I've decided to watch 流星花園. the Taiwan version. looking at F4's hair style and thinking that was really classic. LOL I'm bad :P
GUESS WHAT. I think my mum kept her promise. True that she's bringing me to buy a guitar (Y)
wheeeeeeeeeee feel so good that SOMEONE's gonna be jealous . lalalalalala who cares as you always dont give me a shit about what I told.
Going to go Johor for days for 全國賽 on December. (Y) kinda excited wheeeeeee :D
Spent half of my day for cleaning all my stuffs. like finally I can really clean my stuffs without thinking do I still need it next year. therefore I got so many extras space now. 看著它空空的忍不住又想放點什麼. OH I actually left some space for my 老公愛人and最愛. I wanna print much more photos of them actually but the printer wasnt doing fine. So I think I will just wait till when someone needa 洗照片 since got voucher :P (MY MUM SAID OKAY ONE) gosh looking at those photos of 老公愛人and最愛 really kills <3 and="and" attention="attention" br="br" dont="dont" fat="fat" got="got" i="i" it="it" kind="kind" like="like" of="of" oil="oil" people="people" really="really" said="said" seeking.="seeking." think="think" was="was" when="when"> okay I MIGHT not be looking fat but hello, dont judge a book with its cover! I'm not that kind of person who lives under people's praises. I DONT REALLY NEED TO BE PRAISED as I know where my level is, I got 自知之明. I can differentiate beautiful lies and ugly truths, I can. Truths might hurt but they are always true, I'd prefer living in a world that full with ugly truths, though. You know I just cant stand how attention seekers seek. I just cant, go get a life. I found I'm quite attention seeking, but it's not like I say I'm ugly or what. it's just .. I THINK LAH. It's kind of expressing my feeling but.. hmm kay, shall just stop that topic.
I was really pissed on last last Thursday, really pissed. PE lesson used to be fun for me while I was still in my primary school, but not anymore when I'm in secondary school. No matter how much I hate it, it never be so shit before, I guessed. SOMEBODY wanted to solo in a match, showed how 'pro' he or she is. eugh, not at all. I miss how my primary friends and I played basketball, that was what we really called BASKETBALL MATCH. okay fine, 人生中就是會有很多你永遠無法了解他們頭腦構造還有無法溝通的人。
I hate it how random people or things swing my mood. I mean I hate it when I feel like I live for people or things around me, but not myself. shouldnt have cared so much but the truth is I love to care.
okay this is really random: wo bu shuang wo ban shang de ji ge nv sheng.
10 more minutes to 1130 pm. Time flies fast today. It must be I was busying on cleaning and decorating. hmm I love. 寧願忙得喘不過氣也不要空閒得不夠氧氣。If I could I wouldnt want to be decadent. see what's the options lah. If it's going to school for sleeping, sitting and eating, in that case, I would rather to be decadent. Eh no, going school for sleeping, sitting and eating but not studying is kind of decadent too right? hmm then I would choose to be decadent at house. since there's comfy bed and sofa for me to sleep and sit. ^^ 頹廢也要頹廢得享受 LOL.
not going to post anything about him, dont know how to post also. Just let him be in my diary. LOL.
hmm I think that's all for today, bye! :D
okay first of all, CONGRATS TO ME AND ALL FORM 3 STUDENTS because we have officially ended our exams! :D I was doing fine in all my papers other than li shi. It's like I dont know if I can get at least B for my li shi == what I thought it would be coming out and I tried memorising hard never came out. okay I'm really weak in predicting ><
So on the last day we ended exams, I went mv alone to celebrate. LOL. dont feel like going with anyone mah. First, I went to change my clothes. LOL. I was planning to change it after I bought movie ticket but I was really 'wanting to pee'. LOLOL. My very first plan was to watch 犀利人妻but then the day before I went mv, I watched the trailer of Sinister and damn, I kind of challenged myself to watch it alone, so I did it. not really alone because the hall was full-filled with strangers lol. OH YEA, before the movie time, I went for my lunch, alone again. I was planning to have popcorn in cinema instead of having lunch but I was dang free before the movie plus I was hungry. everything was so expensive. ): my friend suggested me to go Mc Donalds but no way, too fat. I mean I'm going to eat popcorn and before that you want me to eat burgers and fries? I passed by Plan B and decided to have my lunch there. was hoping to eat spaghetti or something like that but still it's expensive. and lastly I ate bread with scrambled egg(considered as the cheapest liao) and drank mocha. STILL MY LUNCH COSTED ME ALMOST 20 BUCKS. == People at there kind of 看不起kids. I dont know lah, just they made me felt so as they looked at me like I was an alien or what. and that reminded me of there were actually come 大人 who think 小孩子are really 小孩子. I mean they think that 小孩子 must be always accompanied or follow or something like this. (I'm not mentioning that I'm a kid okay, I dont want to be a kid anyway)
I feel so lifeless now, exams ended, no point studying at now, wanted to watch drama but dont know what to watch, wanted to read books dont know what to read. LOL.
But lastly, I've decided to watch 流星花園. the Taiwan version. looking at F4's hair style and thinking that was really classic. LOL I'm bad :P
GUESS WHAT. I think my mum kept her promise. True that she's bringing me to buy a guitar (Y)
wheeeeeeeeeee feel so good that SOMEONE's gonna be jealous . lalalalalala who cares as you always dont give me a shit about what I told.
Going to go Johor for days for 全國賽 on December. (Y) kinda excited wheeeeeee :D
Spent half of my day for cleaning all my stuffs. like finally I can really clean my stuffs without thinking do I still need it next year. therefore I got so many extras space now. 看著它空空的忍不住又想放點什麼. OH I actually left some space for my 老公愛人and最愛. I wanna print much more photos of them actually but the printer wasnt doing fine. So I think I will just wait till when someone needa 洗照片 since got voucher :P (MY MUM SAID OKAY ONE) gosh looking at those photos of 老公愛人and最愛 really kills <3 and="and" attention="attention" br="br" dont="dont" fat="fat" got="got" i="i" it="it" kind="kind" like="like" of="of" oil="oil" people="people" really="really" said="said" seeking.="seeking." think="think" was="was" when="when"> okay I MIGHT not be looking fat but hello, dont judge a book with its cover! I'm not that kind of person who lives under people's praises. I DONT REALLY NEED TO BE PRAISED as I know where my level is, I got 自知之明. I can differentiate beautiful lies and ugly truths, I can. Truths might hurt but they are always true, I'd prefer living in a world that full with ugly truths, though. You know I just cant stand how attention seekers seek. I just cant, go get a life. I found I'm quite attention seeking, but it's not like I say I'm ugly or what. it's just .. I THINK LAH. It's kind of expressing my feeling but.. hmm kay, shall just stop that topic.
I was really pissed on last last Thursday, really pissed. PE lesson used to be fun for me while I was still in my primary school, but not anymore when I'm in secondary school. No matter how much I hate it, it never be so shit before, I guessed. SOMEBODY wanted to solo in a match, showed how 'pro' he or she is. eugh, not at all. I miss how my primary friends and I played basketball, that was what we really called BASKETBALL MATCH. okay fine, 人生中就是會有很多你永遠無法了解他們頭腦構造還有無法溝通的人。
I hate it how random people or things swing my mood. I mean I hate it when I feel like I live for people or things around me, but not myself. shouldnt have cared so much but the truth is I love to care.
okay this is really random: wo bu shuang wo ban shang de ji ge nv sheng.
10 more minutes to 1130 pm. Time flies fast today. It must be I was busying on cleaning and decorating. hmm I love. 寧願忙得喘不過氣也不要空閒得不夠氧氣。If I could I wouldnt want to be decadent. see what's the options lah. If it's going to school for sleeping, sitting and eating, in that case, I would rather to be decadent. Eh no, going school for sleeping, sitting and eating but not studying is kind of decadent too right? hmm then I would choose to be decadent at house. since there's comfy bed and sofa for me to sleep and sit. ^^ 頹廢也要頹廢得享受 LOL.
not going to post anything about him, dont know how to post also. Just let him be in my diary. LOL.
hmm I think that's all for today, bye! :D
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